Ndizihiwe Jetaime

The world corrupting futures

Poetry book

© Ndizihiwe Jetaime, 2023

The author composed series of poems that contains the most important message to the world. He expresses a comic consciousness to her lover in the different areas. Somewhere he reveals how the modern have stolen his ancient times. The book contains emotional best times and worst times. He also reflects on God confidently in prayers.

ISBN 978-83-8351-986-9

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My darling My darling.

When I was lost, you helpt me.

When I was down on the floor, you helpt me,

When I was broken into pieces, You helpt me,

When I was in great pain, You helpt me,

When I was, a lone and unformed, You helpt me,

Confidently, you stood with me,

In difficulties times, I saw it, my heart.

My darling my darling

In nothing you were my something,

In rejection, you were right by side,

In the morning you were my break first.

And surely, I am yours too.

At lunch you are my mine.

At dinner, your mine.

And I am yours forever.

Every single moment, I see you.

I only recall your virtuous deeds.

Your virtuous deeds.

Sounds, surely it sounds.

And it is surrounding me.

Different pictures in mind,

Drawing your perfect beauty,

Your beauty mind and appearance.

My darling my darling

I was inactive, you actived me.

When my clothes were torn you mend them.

I was lazy, you made me strong.

I was lost but I am found, please!

My darling listen.

X+X= 2x and 2x-x=x

What does it mean?

You coming into my life.

It was of excellent value and unforgettable memories.

And you making a mistake and leave my life it can be also another,

Historical unforgettable memories in my life.

Listen; better add a value than subtracting it.

You ́re my value and I am your value too.

Loving you and you loving me is of the greatest value in our life.

Surely! Your works my love is essential to me.

You are my music; you are my music.

Listening to you is of the most important things in my life.

Dancing with you and listening to your music is necessary in my life.

Every time I hear your music, it rouses my sense of feeling.

Your hymns sound so sweet in my own ears.

The rhythm of your music is extra ordinary.

In fact, you appease me during midnight.

While I am in deep sleep.

You are my music at twilight and during the night.

You my music, you, my music.

Slow music while at bedtime.

You add to me energy while listening to your music.

My happiness is gained by listening to your music.

Every time you a waken my sense of feeling.

While I am with you,

Listening to your sweetest voice.

Your performance is made perfect in my own ears,

While I am watching over you and listening to your sweetest voice.

You are my music; you are my music.

How sweet is your melody.

I understand, you are made perfect in music.

You make melody of real love.

Surely! I love your music.

It speaks to me in the morning, during the daytime and nighttime.

Your music restores my joy while I am depressed.

It surely rose's our senses of feeling.

You are my music.

It is a joy to listen attentively to your music.

My willingness to listen to your music and dancing your melody, it gives me courage,

I remain active.

My body makes waves, like waves of water at the beach.

And my body feels at peace like both of us at the beach,

Resting on the beach,

Staring over the space while on the beach.

While at peace with each other, sharing stories of our true love.

Healing Healing

Healing comes when there is faith,

Heal me, I came to you, heal me.

Give me healing because I have faith.

Add respect to me while healing me.

I respected you and came to you.

Crying for help, crying for help, then heal me.

Give me healing because I deserve it.

Remember when you were in pain.

In need of my help, I helpt you.

Together with my partner.

Like I did with respect not ridiculing you.

Please! I also deserve it.

Give me, healing like somebody, healed you too.

When you were plain seriously sick.

Give me hope for tomorrow.

Give me courage for my works,

Give me your time because I deserve it.

Please! Please! Come we reason together, why should we give healing to each other!

Healing, Healing.

Yes! We should reason together and give healing to each other.

Lift me up while I am down and I will lift you up too,

While you are down.

Like Doctors gives treatment with respect, compassionate,

With willingness and love.

Then it should be among us too. We should heal each other.

Look, a good heart administers medicine with sympathy, kindness, and love.

Healing is not silence, but silence is spreading a disease.

And silence is betrayal.

Please, do not quiet it, tell me my height.

Tell me my weight. Because it is your duty.

And it is my duty to tell you your height and weight.

Be my mirror, I be your mirror too.

Hiding is cheating, and greed. Greed to rob me.

Yet I am present. Surely, I was such a kind person to forgive you.

And you still repeated the same mistake, obviously it is disrespectful.

And ridiculous.

Healing, Healing

I say heal me and add healing where it is deserved.

All the broken pieces of my life will be upon you.

Surely it will.

Look at how patient I was waiting for you.

I gave you more chances, but you remained the same.

The same in giving healing and silencing it.

And let it not be repeated anymore, to anyone else.

Prove to me like I approved you while I came to you.

Expecting your healing, heal me please give me healing.

All I own is yours, my mind is yours, and my body is yours too.

And my mind is there to help you, as your present is here to help me.

So please, I live for you, and you live for me.

Living with me is your key to success and living with you is my key to success.

We need each other more and more.

Somebody ́s Brain

Brain Brain

How long? Will you continue chasing over me?

For how long you will keep disproving me.

Brain, stop chasing over me.

Brain stops chasing over me, stop studying my 1Q.

My 1Q is unknown and myself, I can ́t define my own 1Q.

Stop, stop, and stop.

I am not such a person to predict or to zoom.

For how long then?

Brain Brain

Surely, like days are different.

Surely, we are different, we own different I 1Q.

Obviously, we are all human beings!

Of course, I change like the day's changes.

You also change like months changes,

Additionally, you own what I also own.

Brain Brain

Give me peace, I give you peace.

Like the sun over space. Like someone ́s mind is far away to reach.

Brain, remember the previous years, you were undefined.

And at present, you are still far away from reaching your future.

Then brain, how can you reach me yet there is still a long journey before you,

A long journey to reach you own future,

Brain Brain

I told you, but you couldn't hear me.

And I expressed myself, but you didn ́t believed me.

Of course, I understand you, you were blinded on me.

Until I fought you to believe me.

Brain! The fact is that I love you because I am also brain like you.

Brain, maybe you mean that we should carry our own identities,

Degrees and diplomas on our own chest? Ha.

Brain Brain

Um um.

When my power is gone.

I believe you are my strength.’

And I believe you are my helper,

When I need a prayer, medication, or something else.

Living with you is most important.

And you having me is of value to you.

Of course, we need each other because we are all brains.

Ever since you initiated the reason of chasing over me in secret.

I was asleep, a sleep while I am active, a sleep while I am hoping for the new following day.

It is the fourth round now, no results about me.

Sure, No results, no results about me.

You can testify it by yourself, no results about me.

Brain um, depressing me, just for no reason.

Yet, we are all under the sun, yet we are all chasing after our tomorrow.

I told you somebody ́s mind is far from a way to reach.

Meaning, it is wide. So, Brain, Brain, I gave you peace.

Give it to me. Because I am an innocent person.

I forgave you for all the wrongs you did to me in the past.

Then, forgive me too where you think, I wronged you.

End chasing over me, brain! Brain!

Let me hope, it is the end of chasing over me.

And end of disrespecting me.

Because I discovered your wrongs, and surely all you are doing is fooling,

Yet, fooling doesn ́t exists anymore, in literacy people.

Then stop it. All Right?

You are my light in darkness time.

She is my light in darkness time.

I walk in her light.

She gives me a good path, while I am in darkness time.

There is light on my way because she is my light.

She clears my way before me.

Her light drives out darkness.

And my foot can ́t stumble.

She is there for me, and she can ́t let me down.

Every moment she picks me up while I am falling.

She gives me company right by my side to strengthen me.

On my way, how great is her name. ¨

Her name is precious to everyone.

And surely everyone sings her name.

You are my light in darkness time.

Surely, in wintertime, she is with me.

She gives me strength when I am to fall.

In slippery of winter, she watches over my steps,

Not to fall, in the white muddiness of winter.

How pretty is her love for me.

Look, she feeds me, gives me drinks when I am thirsty.

Her light is in me, surely it is in me.

My body delights in her lights.

In the great darkness time of winter, she is with me.

Surely, she is with me.

She brought me up, while I was still young,

Young not to speak; young not make hymns and music for her.

But I can compose praises music and poetry for her.

You are my light in darkness time.

Surely, like I said in wintertime.

And at nighttime, you are with me.

During the daytime, you are with me.

Great, All the devils that were believed to attack your lovers,

During the day and night, it can ́t now.

Because you provide light to your lovers.

And surely satanic mind dies with its own satanic mind.

In lightness and darkness, you are with me.

My power is from, Your light.

My power is to destroy all satanic minds and satanic attack.

Do not blame me, do not blame me.

Blaming me because I can ́t speak your Language.

And read your own language.

Well, I can do it, but I can ́t, don ́t well, as you can do.

Look, I am lacking practice, and practice makes perfect.

All I try to learn their disappear in my mind. Not because my mind is weak to memorize.

But it is because I am alone, well and my teachers taught me that two heads are better than one.

I know, I can be perfect but how can I be perfect?

Without your correction, come guide me.

And give me courage, promote me.

Teacher me like a child at school, how to speak, write and read.

Because I am a child. And I will praise you as my teacher.

Rather than ridiculing me.

Oooh, ooooh Languages, languages.

Do not blame me, do not blame me.

I like to hear your stories.

I prefer to take part in your conversation.

Languages, Languages um um.

I repeat it, do not blame, it is not my fault.

If I am not perfect, well maybe, I will be perfect tomorrow or any other day.

Don ́t blame me.

Don ́t blame me, Don ́t blame me.

I say, do not blame me anymore.

So long as I can hear you and speak eloquently.

Eloquent like you decided to name me in secret.

Neither can I speak, read, and write fluently in your own native Language.

Why?

Look all my life, was inconstant.

Before I, my homeland was unpredictable.

And now it is still unpredictable.

Guess what? fleeing here and there because of unpredictable times.

All my life there was nothing to hold Permanently.

Holding and losing ashit.

Listen, my own language dying, my own cultural dying and my own religion dying.

No one to redeem it, no one to function as a hero.

Everyone is under threat.

Don ́t blame me, Don ́t blame me.

I say, don ́t blame.

Don ́t blame me.

Now I have given my cause. Of my failures.

Anyway, my failures are distinctions.

Because I am knocked down, down.

See! I am lacking ancient time with my grandma and my granddaddy.

While with them, narrating stories of theirs experiences in ancient times while at fireplace.

At the fireplace, saying riddles and poems to me.

Giving me, informal teaching, and giving guidance is of my own future and blessing me,

For the future.

Look don ́t blame me, everything dying.

Not because, I am weak nor can ́t I but it is because I am alone.

And, because we were scattered in west, south, east, and north.

Don ́t blame.

In giving me more memories.

You are so prettiest.

She is prettiest, prettiest.

All I try to see in her.

Is her prettiest. No dirty mind in her. ¨

Oh, she looks in peace, walks in peace.

No one can Passover her and go thirsty or hungry.

She commits herself to love me.

And hold me when I am to fall.

She swore never to harm or hurt me.

In midnight, all she does is to dream about me.

It is simultaneously, simultaneously to one another.

She is prettiest so prettiest, staring at her, she is shy on me why?

Because she considers me and recognizes me as her lover.

Oh imagine, I fall in love with a such beautiful creature of mine,

Looking at one another in shyness.

A different impulse runs a cross in mind and makes different collision in my brain.

I imagine, on her beauty, Imaging on her beauty, her hands caressing me.

In the weakness of my body, weakness of love and weakness of my foolishness,

Of not to speak it out to her that I love you.

Yes, she is beautiful not to hold it, but I speak it out,

I say it that I love you when I am out of my foolishness.

She is prettiest, she is prettiest.

Her eyes,

So white like snow beautiful eyes.

Glancing with white eyes.

Glancing at her, in speechless love, in silent moment and just looking at each other.

In shyness and silent love. Staring at each other.

And imagining our un endless love.

Like herself looking in herself in the mirror.

And I imaging, drawing pictures in my mind of us.

Holding one another and lifting one another.

In un endless love.

She is beautiful, she is beautiful.

No one can disagree on her prettiest.

She is such a beautiful creature, absolutely she is.

She is the only beauty I have ever seen, sure she is.

That God created for me.

Her shining face, her tallest and her smile.

Her shining face, her tallest and her smile.

All I see on her shines is like gold.

She made it in gold.

She is prettiest, she is prettiest.

She is loving, kind and compassionate.

How beautiful it was to walk with her on the street.

Holding hands of each other.

Together on the street everyone,

Looking at us with flying comments.

Flying comments behind us, flying comments in front us.

And flying comments a side us,

Because of our beauty,

And everyone looking at us sees beauty and love between us.

Like it said show me, your friends, I will tell you who you are.

She is prettiest no doubt, no doubt she is.

Jealousy, Jealousy

Where are you?

I want to meet you.

Surely, I want to meet you.

I want to make negotiation with you.

I want to see you.

I want to study your appearance.

I want you to end your jealousy.

You must end it completely.

Where are you hiding from?

Jealousy, jealousy

When are going to stop following up my people?

Look, many of them are living in jealousy, just because of you.

And many of them are separating one another,

They are leaving me just because of your jealousness.

They are becoming rude and angry because of you.

You are such an unmerciful creature.

I am tired of you, and I will manifest my stubbornness in you.

If you don ́t end your jealousness, then I will begin a battle on you.

I will bring them back from their ignorance and they will stand.

And they will strike against your evil ways.

Listen, my people are crying, crying, and crying and no one to help them.

You have already named them jealously; they are living in jealousy.

Yet in jealousy there is no development, instead there is destruction for the kind and honest people.

It hinders development for kind and honest people.

Because they suffer your jealousness, that you develop to the friends.

Jealousy, jealousy

Look, my people crying, crying due to your destruction.

You named them jealously so as your name to be famous in wrongdoing.

Because you declared to establish evil acts to my people.

Now they delight in doing what is wrong than what is right.

They have forsaken me, Listen No matter what.

Like a rat on the street without an own.

And like a poor beggar, in dirty and torn clothes.

No matter what, a poor beggar is more worth than you.

He is kind and honest with pure heart; a heart of poor beggar is worth without jealous,

And without dirty pride in him.

Instead, it is a heart that loves; it loves both innocent and guilty ones.

His heart doesn't discriminated and it doesn't differentiate,

Who is a friend or an enemy?

Instead, he stretches his hand begging all kinds of people.

It is a fearless heart because it is an innocent suffering creature.

But all he does giving smiles to all types of people,

Passing by him, with a smiling heart.

Then jealously you want us all to end up beggaring.

Who will lift up the other?

Then what will you benefit from? Destroying me.

Stop you jealous, stop we are all colored.

Jealously, Jealously

I say, you will remain alone,

Alone in misery and soreness.

When my people are redeemed from you.

You have behaved childish,

To the extent, you lied them,

And they believed your lies.

Now everyone is turning madly, chasing on your,

Adultery, stealing and lying.

They are tired of running over your lies.

No matter what, the end is coming.

Ever since you lied them,

They believed in you, surely you acted unprofessionally,

By allowing my people to do what they didn ́t understand.

Now everyone is professionally in lies,

Professionally in destroying divined hearted people.

Then whom will we trust?

But no blame, it is because of your own jealousness and greediness.

You acted unprofessional to a professional.

Silence is unprofessional, and silence kills innocent ones.

Jealously, jealously

I am not changeable; I am watching over my people.

Listen, you muted them. No one can speak out. ¨

They are full of greed now.

They can ́t feed themselves, you can ́t provide their necessity.

Lastly, they were to finish me some days ago.

On my own bed, thinking that, I am delicious.

Just for no reason, because of my kindness, honesty, and gentleness.

You will recognize my preciousness when my people are back in sense.

Out of slavery of lies, which satanic force is developing in their mind.

They will acknowledge the mistake,

And they will bow down, asking forgiveness for believing in lies.

And acting foolishly, for believing in lies,

Then I will forgive them, and Almighty God will.

After them, coming back into sense.

Of not believing in lies.

Tell me, tell me.

Tell me, don ́t hold it.

Tell me and save my life.

Say what is behind me,

Because I can ́t look back.

Instead, I am looking forward to it.

Tell me my mistakes so that I can make corrections.

Tell me, Wenda, I am be saved.

Tell me so that I can author novels or plays about me.

Narrate me, about me,

Tell me all whispers in secret so as I can keep record about me.

And maybe I can testify it in a big congregation.

Tell me, tell me.

Tell me, don ́t hold it.

And stop acting hypocrisy.

Firstly, I am fearless, approachable.

Secondly, I am obedient.

Why can you ́t tell me?

Tell me that you love me.

At least stare at me, in love.

Remember when you were to fall into a pit,

While walking blind, I rescued you.

Remember, my perfection.

I stopped you not to continue a head so as to save you.

Then why can ́t you tell me.

Kumbe! You were fooling me.

A warrior, a warrior

He grows up into a warrior,

After him suffering much, Born in war time.

Nursed in tough times and rise up in the war time.

He is powerful to defend his territories.

In war time, he was rescued many times, from the enemies.

He seems to be the survivor.

A warrior a warrior

Absolutely, He is a warrior.

Growing up in war time.

Escapes many times from enemies trying to mute him.

Yes, He was the warrior of the warrior of his time.

He flies like birds over space.

He is defensive,

He is the warrior, a warrior to bring peace and make unity.

Because he is a warrior to save, not a warrior to destroy.

A warrior a warrior

He declared himself as a warrior to defend and save his people.

Absolutely, He is a warrior, a warrior to give hope for his people.

Over space, he is the best warrior to defeat his enemies.

On the ground is also the best of all.

On waters, it is where, he first got his baptism so as, to begin, His mission.

A warrior a warrior

Yes! I meant a warrior, from his birth up to the present.

He is defensive to his people.

Not only a warrior but also a savior.

Put on the full amour of God so that you may take stand against,

The devils' schemes, Ephesians 6:10.

A warrior a warrior.

Trust me, he is a warrior.

On waters.

He is there, no doubt, the twelve apostles witnessed Him.

On the oceans while on boat, he commanded the strong wave,

With a great wind to stop.

And it listened and obeyed Him,

Because he is the commander of every living creature.

My chains loses.

It loses after he finds me.

While I was a stray.

His love saved me.

While I was in great darkness.

All day long, I was in distress, slaved by sin.

And chains are now.

My chain losing.

Surely, my chains are losing, now I am free.

My body was full of chains, I would not shake myself.

Everywhere, I was chained, from my feet up to my head.

I was chained but I am free now.

I was a slavery of sin by the devil.

My sins are forgiven, through Him.

All of it was because of endless love.

I am free now.

Free from captivity.

My chain loses.

Mu um.

After my chain being lose, I immediately started untying.

Those in chains of the devils and I gained powers.

From Him so as to start my mission of evangelizing.

And losing chains of those in slavery to sin.

Through his power many were redeemed.

And still there are coming to Him,

How might? He is to bring those in slavery to sin back to Him.

The devils lost my image and my name.

Well, my name and my image belong to our Almighty.

My chain loses, my chain loses.

Yes, my chain loses!

My nature is pure just now.

I am proud of him, and he is proud of me now.

Because I repented and my sins are forgiven.

After my chain where lose, I committed to him.

He is my light in darkness ness.

And a star of wisdom. And star for my direction.

All he does is guide me while I am to fall again.

Dreaming success

I have achieved, achieved all my wants.

Success surrounds me.

Everything is working because I am working hard for everything.

I am proud to have success, every day is my successful day.

How beautiful it is to work while achieving.

When God is right by my side, he blesses the works of my hands.

Surely, I can hear the sounds of

success.

Success, success

I have achieved my wants.

And I am satisfied with my wants.

Because we wants have been fulfilled.

My achievements for my wants surround me.

Surrounded of my wants.

No more will I cry for wishes because my belly has gained everything for survival.

Because he is right by my sides,

While I am in need.

Through Him.

We wants to give me, Joy, and happiness.

Success, Success

Surely, I have a reason to praise Him.

He made me win the evils will.

No single hour for nothing, he watches,

My ways and guides me in difficult.

Then, why can ́t I praise Him.

My tears are gone, no more will I cry,

Cry for wants.

I will never cry again, No single drop of tear,

I will show you again. Because we wants are provided.

Praise be to you lord.

My drops of tears are dried off, I will forget.

My entire historical affliction is forgotten.

Success, success

New series are made, new chapters are written.

New miracles are coming, new creations are done.

New speeches are made.

New smiles and laughter's are made.

The past is gone, the present, and the future is coming.

When he is right by my side.

Success, success

Surely, success is my inheritance.

And weakness is gone, effort is gained.

Ridiculing is gone, mocking is gone.

I am receiving my achievement from working hard.

Since work hard pays.

And as it is said, the earliest birds catch the worm first.

Now, my tears are gone.

An umbrella

I am in my umbrella, covered in it.

My umbrella gives me shade.

During the heavy sun shining, my umbrella gives me shade.

And in raining time,

My body is covered from rain drops,

So as, to prevent me from headache.

My umbrella

I hold it for myself; I hold it for today, tomorrow and future.

I hold it for good.

Here is my umbrella, how beautiful it is?

I live with it in peace and more comfortable with it.

During night and during daytime.

My umbrella

My umbrella is strong.

And my umbrella is perfect, it is loving.

I am not afraid while holding it because it is mine.

I brought it, a price, and I am living with my umbrella.

It possesses decoration of her beauty.

It is stylish and everyone is appeased with its appearance.

While at journey, while at home and while at the beach.

And in space, we feel comfortable and at peace with one another.

It surely recognizes me.

My umbrella

I grow with my umbrella, play, and make pray with it.

Of course, we all own umbrella under the sun

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